At this MIN

I hope i still manage to save the friendship. I know i did the wrong thing and treated you badly. Started to regret as i finally realized is important to me. I hope i do have a chance. I'm changing and improving. Sincerely hope you can forgive me.

I'm worrying many things. haiz.

It's Friday ！

This whole week, lots of things happened!

What i saw, what i heard and what i experienced, makes my mood up and down.

I'm happy with what i saw ~

I'm sad with what i heard ~

I'm satisfied with what i experienced ~

I'm here just to write about my feelings.

Everything will go smoothly if you really trust yourself you can.

Even you are not working well now but somehow one day you definitely can overcome it.

Finally, i improved! Im really happy with that.

Sometimes i feel myself is such a weird person.haha!

Just a blink, here comes the day, Friday! My happiest day. HAHAHA!

Coz I miss my shower flask. KAKA!

A pau as my partner, funny photo. Just to laugh.

Those who are in a bad mood, never mine. Because those who are in a happy mood will share their happiness with you. You are not alone, i do prayed for you. But, i'm not the one to share coz i only know sharing those ON CALL 36 小时剧情to you.. AHAHA! =)

短短的

虽然拥有过的东西会失去，得到过的友谊会离开，但是，我懂，我懂我身边的一切事与物，我会珍惜。

生活不完美，人在努力改变中。

自己选择的路，哭也要走下去。

讽刺的话语，听得多，也会生气的。

不是每个人都要活得像一般人一样，终会有一个特别奇怪，坚持自己的个性态度。

开始选择远离，会否带给某些人快乐？ 某些人的解脱？

如果别人不爽，没关系，自己退出下场就可以了。

无需背对这么多的不爽，让自己不知道要怎样面对。

重申，人不可能为了别人而活，没有谁会因没有了谁而活不过，不同阶段，不同的机遇，不同的态度面对。

但最初衷的自己还是不可缺。

结束一切的不满，完。

End Soon

Just like the title, Chinese New Year gonna end soon! Miss it? Definitely.

Today is 31th JAN. January also gonna end soon. Soo Fassst. This New Year celebration not much different compare with last year. Just one thing, ANGPAU lesser! haha.

Not much activities i joined. =)

St John Gang

Although some of us meet up QUITE often, still this gathering is a MUST to ON

Time flies, Everything changed, for sure, topic will be lesser. Tell myself, our friendship is precious, as this so call 缘分 that bring us together. Appreciate them as YOUR friend.

This year, i just bought ONE new shirt. HA!

Ok, some of them say my shirt, will it be too simple?why you wear this? HA!

and my hair! Don't even have NEW YEAR LOOK. HA!

I just duno what to wear. =(

Shirt + Pants as simple as that.

HAHAHAHA

I'm always that NOOB .

老土宜萱 ! 哈!

Primary Schoolmates

HOho! Time for two of us come out dating! HA!

Strawberry Moment =D

Take Pictures.

We insist to take one photo that show overall outfits HA!

Mind acts upon mind. Spot it! HA!

Duno why, me 脚 mak mak! lol

. All relatives came my house from teluk intan then only back to KL

the youngest cousin in my family=)

Huhuhu.

Stories ended!

I hope everyday i can handle well. Hope everyday i'm improving in all ways.

Nights.

Not In Mood =(

今天很不开心...HAIZ

没有一件事是值得我开心,稍微一点都没有. 一整天又过得很慢!

无聊的坐在电脑前, 只知道自己在生闷气. HAIZ

尝试吃这些mini柑会心情变好一点?@@

一个人的房间真的很静！

Woosa Woosa ! Xin Nian Kuai Le ~

Yuhoo Yuhoo. 年初五了! is 年初五咯! 好快哦。。。

新的一年，新的开始，新的目标，当然少不了新的心情日记. 终于上来这儿更新lu.

Erm, 写一写我的我的假期吧

整个假期，我有机会在家好好做宅女，泡剧！和有机会出去玩玩..对我来说，这已经是一件超幸福的事了..哈哈.. 去了马六甲和云顶,的确这两个地方没什么惊喜，重要是陪伴我一起度过这两趟旅程的好朋友哦,第一次跟他们去,还不赖 =) 还有的是,一个好消息让我在这两个旅程中超开心的.

在马六甲的时候,认识了晓庆和她的男友..哈哈.说到他们两个,我真的会笑到肚子痛,哈哈.真的是很风趣和幽默.我都快要疯了,因为我也变得超级'废'..我的'废'功夫又好像更上一层楼了.哈哈.还有一样,电灯泡一点也不好当o, 变得真的很奇怪..*恕我直言* 哈

好了,说说云顶吧. 我成功混进赌场了..哈哈..本来想退缩，可是anne 和她的哥哥竟然说我真的很像21岁！LOL 无言..哈哈..我真的很像吗?哈.平时穿到noob酱, 整个noob样,哪像?穿着真的影响超.哈哈..谢谢她的哥哥带我和她进.哈哈..我见识过赌场啦.本来还想看到看到一些auntie&uncle 赌到很'fa lan za' 的样子,可惜没有.哈哈..我真的很欠打! 哈哈 虽然云顶那儿很多雾,可是我们还是很幸运,我们能玩到.哈哈..洹,没有陪你玩到跳楼机,原谅我的胆子真的很很很小.哈哈..还有还有,房间是免费的，超棒!谢谢苏菲亚..

满满美好的回忆,藏在心里,好怕哪天不能常常在你们身边,我真的很怕,真的..

今天一整天超忙的..家里好热闹哦..可是到了晚上,剩下我一个人啦,外婆睡觉了,此时此刻,爸妈aunty uncle 家和弟弟去yumcha 都还没回来!!!!气死我了啦..哈哈

昨天晚上,两父女一起聊天,我的好多想法,好多事情,好的坏的都讲了给他听..哈哈..果然是父女,性格还蛮像..当下我们也做了一个结论,就是我们要'主动出击', 把与人的距离拉进.哈!

还有,我所有朋友的事都讲了一通给爸听.Ops 哈哈..讲啊讲啊,一面等弟弟回来, 等到凌晨两点多!!!!!这个老弟越来越过分了!!!!!!!!!

还有!!!我真的很讨厌谢天华啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

乐乐要和大丁分手了!!!!!!!!!!!! 不好不好 =(

看这个'缺宅男女" 看到真的很辛苦,搞到天天都要对着电视机骂人..哈哈 *入戏太深了*

好吧,更新到这儿吧.

理所当然

我懊恼，我不知道在别人的心里我是什么样的人。

我一旦没有没有帮到他们，或顺从到他们的意愿，他们会认为我是怎样的人呢？

我帮到他们了，顺了他们的意，我又会得到他们什么样的评价呢？

问自己，我在乎他们的眼光吗？是，我在乎。可是，又能怎样呢，我是不是不能拒绝？

''你是现实的人'' ''你是自私的人'' 我曾经听过，听了，我无言。

有时候，我也会想说，可不可以不要当我是男生？就那么一天给我当女生的位置可以吗？男生的位置很为难，很辛苦，所以有时我真的会忍不住怨声四起，讲话直接的很，因为我也是会累的啊，我也是有我自己想做的事，我想要的空间？比方说，驾车，很多时候，我真的希望我是坐在左手边的位置啊，享受被人载的感觉，眼睛可以到处看风景，静静的享受，多么自在，可是这只是我想而已。所以有时我挺喜欢做宅女的，不出去。

可是不能说我讨厌驾车，只是有时候我会这样想。有时，一个人驾车去书局看一看书，买一买好吃的冰，真的很开心。我疯吗？不，这是我喜欢做的事。哈

今天我去了久违的夜市，吃了我和爸爱吃的'luk luk' , laKSA . 纸包鸡，豆奶，我很满足!

饱死然后就去睡死。哈哈。

写了一半最近的心情，就酱吧，愿大家最近每晚都能跟Mr.圣约会吧，他会给大家很多美梦的。

~END~

Dad's words

1. Do not bear grudge towards those who are not good to you. No one has the responsibility of treating you well, except your mother and me. To those who are good to you, you have to treasure it and be thankful, and ALSO you have to be cautious, because everyone has a motive for every move. When a person is good to you, it does not mean he really likes you. You have to be careful; don't hastily regard him as a real friend.

2. No one is indispensable, nothing in the world that you must possess. Once you understand this idea, it would be easier for you to go through life when people around you don't want you anymore, or when you lose what/whom you love most.

3. Life is short. When you waste your life today, tomorrow you would find that life is leaving you. The earlier you treasure your life, the better you enjoy life.

4. Love is but a transient feeling, and this feeling would fade with time and with one's mood. If your so called loved one leaves you, be patient, time will wash away your aches and sadness. Don't over exaggerate the beauty and sweetness of love, and don't over exaggerate the sadness of falling out of love.

5. A lot of successful people did not receive a good education, which does not mean that you can be successful by not studying hard! Whatever knowledge you gain is your weapon in life. One can go from rags to riches, but one has to start from some rags!

6. I do not expect you to financially support me when I am old, neither would I financially support your whole life. My responsibility as a supporter ends when you are grown up. After that, you decide whether you want to travel in a public transport or in your limousine, whether rich or poor.

7. You honour your words, but don't expect others to be so. You can be good to people, but don't expect people to be good to you. If you don't understand this, you would end up with unnecessary troubles.

8. I have bought lotteries for umpteen years, but I never strike any prize. That shows if you want to be rich, you have to work hard! There is no free lunch!

9. No matter how much time I have with you, let's treasure the time we have together. We do not know if we would meet again in our next life.

Sharing

现在，我应该在担心你是否能做到自己的本分，把这些状况处理掉。

今天真的很累，那种每个人就好像依靠你一个人的感觉很累，因为你不能说放弃就放弃，不管一切，等人来指示你。你就是不能垮似的，不然什么事都不能做。每个步骤，小细节，都要处理好，想好，别人就只会等你的指示。没有指示，全部就好像愣在那儿。

我的心里有一股声音，一直跟我说，要放轻松，要平常心去面对，真的那一晚，我真的一直提醒我自己要做到，结果，事情还蛮顺利，最重要是有进展。那晚我真的很开心。感谢主

但是从这次的过程，我进步了，我尝试让自己去扛这个责任，我真的有达到我想要的成果。我也感到欣慰，你的付出，别人有看到，别人也被影响，变得积极了，至少分给他们的工作能如期做到，而且是期限之内。就像今天，每个人都做到你的要求的感觉，还不赖。只是有点状况发生了， 希望懂得内疚的你，能给到我一个完美的方案。就酱把期望放在一个不肯牺牲，不多贡献的人，会不会很冒险？信任你，是我唯一能做到的事，目前。

睡眠时间越来越少，迟早一定会内分泌失调。我不要脸有很多lubang =((((

大大前晚失眠，前晚到凌晨才找周公，昨天6点am到今天1 点多， 我就来好像要变成无敌铁金刚了。muahahahaha.

NIGHT

EVERYTHING will be FINE! ^^V

In this moment.

Finally, TONIGHT

I'm going have a sweet dream

NO need to wake up early morning

NO need keep on memorizing

NO need keep on tahan-ing

Just TONIGHT, let me be FREE

Whee =)

Night =D